I don't even know if that is the right form of "bare"
SO.
Today I worked an eleven hour shift, which is awesome because it gave me little time to eat. In and out of the water for 6 hours, burned LOTS of calories and didn't take any in. It was great. I felt great.
I had a bottle of water with a thing mixed in.. it is a jamieson electrolyte plus vitamin c thing. I have about one a day. I also take herbal diuretics to help with water weight. I don't know if they work, but there is something about taking them that eases my mind. I guess it feels like I am doing something.
All that I had to eat today was:
10 medium size red grapes
10 small size green grapes
4 small strawberries
I'm still feeling good, I guess I am running on adrenaline, and the fact that I am PUMPED I get to move out in 14 days!
While I was at Uni last year, it was so easy to hide my ED. It was awesome. I over-exercised, and no one told me to stop.
I am really looking forward to getting my freedom back!
--- wish I could update more, but I am being called to the vehicle. We are going to a family reunion thing, and I'm not allowed to bring my computer {no internet, anyways}. SO I guess I will be updating my thinspo book until I get back. Hopefully food will be easily avoidable!
I will be back to blog on Sunday, hopefully. or Monday. Depending on weather and how much "fun" we are having.
Think Thin.
Starve On.
